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friend of mine used to tear pictures of models
out of magazines and tape them
to her wall.
She
said it gave her "inspiration" to work
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But
how inspiring could it be, I wondered, to surround yourself
with pictures of people you could never actually look like?
(At least, not without the help of surgery, an airbrush,
and some DNA scrambling.)
This
same friend only frames photos of herself that make her
look thin. The rest stay sealed in their Kodak envelope,
as though the FBI might raid her bedroom one day, discover
a few extra pounds, and drag her to a maximum-security prison.
Take
a look at the images you surround yourself with. How do
they make you feel? If it's inferior, ugly, imperfect, or
bad, a ceremonial ripping-down may be in order.
One
thick woman I know decorated her room with images of voluptuous,
full-hipped goddesses, who were not only considered beautiful,
but powerful. Another created a "wall of inspiration"
with pictures of women from her family who had loved and
supported her for who she was.
How
do you find that inner goddess? Start with a full-length
mirror. Many women play a love-hate game with mirrors, gazing
at the parts we like, and avoiding the ones we don't. We
never looking at our bodies as they are. Instead, we pick
ourselves apart like chicken dinners, scrutinizing our thighs,
our breasts,our legs. And what we see in the mirror is often
no reflection of what is really there.
Find
some private time, even if it's just a few moments. Then
take off your clothes, and look at yourself. Let the hateful
thoughts run their course, then pass. It will clear space
in your mind for positive ones to replace them. Don't turn
away from your reflection -- try to clear your mind of judgment
and keep looking.
Now
look closely at those parts you struggle with most. Do they
remind you of anyone? Perhaps those full hips once belonged
to your great-great-grandmother. If not for them, you may
not even be hereher size could have helped her to
survive pregnancy and childbirth. Our bodies are living
family albums. Pay homage to your ancestors by loving the
body they gave you and the legacy it represents.
choose
your weapon:
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